I never killed anyone but I've watched a lot of folks die. I could never kill anyone-it would be too

I never killed anyone but I've watched a lot of folks die. I could never kill anyone-it would be too heavy a load to carry from there on. As a farm kid I killed a lot of animals and they never ever knew what was coming- it was just one shot and they were ready to be skinned and eaten that night- or buried, not even a foot down. My name used to be Doctor .22. Now I couldn't kill anything but a fly or mosquito. One swat and they are gone.